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dr_robchase) wrote2006-01-22 08:49 pm
dr_robchase) wrote2006-01-22 08:49 pm
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A Different Sort of Five Things
A Brief History of Robert Chase's Island Life
1. Robert Chase loves Anna. Robert Chase loves Sirius. Robert Chase loves Jay.
2. Were it not for the pregnancy, Chase would still be with Anna and Sirius. This is the focal point of it all. He will and would always feel as though he were a third wheel. He believes there can only be two parents to a child and he would be relegated to the side, whether in present or in future. He knows he is the odd man out because Sirius is willing to be the father of the child. He feels he has no place. This will not change.
3. He's loved Jay a lot longer than he's let on, simply by the fact that Jay was the only person that he allowed inside his walls. He'd previously thought Jay was very much straight, so the love was very much 'as a best friend', but since the first-kiss onwards, he's allowed himself to slowly open up to it in all its' other variations.
4. While Chase loves Sirius, he knows it would be very unhealthy to be with him. Only now is he realizing that the broken nose was a sign, that Regulus words were warning, and that he should have been more wary about getting into anything. By extension, he also feels as though Anna and Sirius will never know him the way they know each other.
5. Chase does not do well in multiple relationships. He would have become possessive or jealous of one or the other.
A Brief History of Robert Chase's Island Life
1. Robert Chase loves Anna. Robert Chase loves Sirius. Robert Chase loves Jay.
2. Were it not for the pregnancy, Chase would still be with Anna and Sirius. This is the focal point of it all. He will and would always feel as though he were a third wheel. He believes there can only be two parents to a child and he would be relegated to the side, whether in present or in future. He knows he is the odd man out because Sirius is willing to be the father of the child. He feels he has no place. This will not change.
3. He's loved Jay a lot longer than he's let on, simply by the fact that Jay was the only person that he allowed inside his walls. He'd previously thought Jay was very much straight, so the love was very much 'as a best friend', but since the first-kiss onwards, he's allowed himself to slowly open up to it in all its' other variations.
4. While Chase loves Sirius, he knows it would be very unhealthy to be with him. Only now is he realizing that the broken nose was a sign, that Regulus words were warning, and that he should have been more wary about getting into anything. By extension, he also feels as though Anna and Sirius will never know him the way they know each other.
5. Chase does not do well in multiple relationships. He would have become possessive or jealous of one or the other.